Denver Snuffer
In
1973, I was in the Air Force, stationed at Pease AFB in
Portsmouth, New Hampshire. Although I came from Idaho, I was at
that moment a New Englander. While attending a University of New
Hampshire night class taught on base, visiting Professor Cal
Colby from Brandeis University, began an unrelated discussion
about Mormonism and the corruptions of all organizations,
including that one. “Odd,” I thought, “that a college professor
would trouble to mention Mormonism all the way out here in New
Hampshire.”
To
my surprise, a student raised his hand and confronted the
professor about his criticism of Mormonism. He mounted a defense
against the professor that displayed either courage or bad
judgment or both. It was a noble enough effort to attack the
professor, evoking my admiration of the fellow-student in spite
of myself.
After
class,
I made the mistake of complimenting the fellow on his courage.
This he confused with interest in “The Church,” as I later
learned it is called by the Mormons. He then proceeded over the
following months to pamphleteer, film-strip and testify to me
with such vigor I was at a loss to know how to disabuse him from
the notion I was a candidate for his faith.
Even
when I showed up drunk for missionary discussions, my
inebriation seemed to have little effect on the enthusiasm he
and his missionary friends had about explaining their religion
to me. When they finally got to the lesson on the “Word of
Wisdom,” I was surprised to learn they wanted me not to drink
any more and realized why they hadn’t allowed cigars to be lit
during discussions.
For
six months I tolerated this process with no genuine interest in
what was being said. I was a polite skeptic. They confused
politeness for interest and regarded me as a “golden contact.”
Their persistence probably had much more to do with the slim
interest in Mormonism in New England than it did with any of my
outward signs of interest.
After
a while I was asked to read a few passages in the Book of Mormon
and tell the missionaries what I thought. I agreed and finished
the assignment before the next “lesson.” When they later asked
what I thought of the passages, I responded: “It must be
scripture. It’s every bit as boring as the Bible.” The response
did nothing to curb their enthusiasm.
Eventually,
I
was invited to a campout at the birth place of Joseph Smith in
Sharon, Vermont. I stayed overnight there with Mormons from all
over New England. During the evening I happened across a book in
the Visitor’s Center containing what were supposed to be
revelations given to Joseph Smith. I asked if I could buy a
copy, and the elderly lady offered me one free of charge.
While
glancing
through the volume I chanced across Section 76. As I read it for
the first time I was taken by the depth of the material. Here in
majestic simplicity was a vision of things which had never been
revealed about the afterlife and the definition of “many
mansions” which was both clear and soul stirring. It startled
me. “If Joseph Smith wrote this, then perhaps there is more to
him,” I thought to myself.
My
real investigation of Mormonism finally began that moment, at
the birthplace of the Mormon prophet, whose birth was 200 years
prior to the date of this writing. [2005] (The Second
Comforter, pages 1-3)
I
sat alone in the barracks at Pease Air Force Base, in
Portsmouth, New Hampshire, reading the journal given to me by
Steve Klaproth, himself a recent Mormon convert. Steve had been
the one who defended the Church in the UNH night class. He had
gained his testimony of the Mormon Church while on guard duty in
Southeast Asia, where the Vietnam War was still raging. As I
read his journal, I began a debate with myself: “Joseph Smith
could not be a prophet because there are no prophets anymore.”
How
do
you know that?
“Because
there
haven’t been prophets for nearly two thousand years.”
Just
because
it has not occurred for a time, does that make it impossible to
happen again?
“Well,
no. But the scriptures do not say further prophets should be
expected.”
What
about
Christ’s test: ‘By their fruits ye shall know them.’ If there is
a test, does it not imply a test is needed? And if a test is
needed, then doesn’t that suggest more prophets will come?
“I
suppose so. But Joseph Smith couldn’t be a prophet. After all,
he was a fraud, wasn’t he? He had multiple wives, and started a
religion that is more ‘corporate’ than religious.”
Shouldn’t
you
apply Christ’s test? Wasn’t that what it was given for?
“Well,
what
then were Joseph’s ‘fruits?’ I suppose the way to answer that
would be to look at these Mormons I am dealing with here. They
seem happy enough. They seem to avoid alcohol and drugs, have
happy marriages, and live clean lives. They seem to actually
enjoy Church as opposed to treating it as an unwelcome
obligation. They have large families, and seem to love their
children. If these people are the measure of the ‘fruits’ then I
suppose Joseph might be a prophet. But, even assuming Joseph had
good fruits, what about the problems of new scripture? There
wasn’t supposed to be any more scripture. Revelation says you
shouldn’t add to the scriptures.”
Does
God
not have the right to add or take away? The commandment to not
add or detract is addressed to man. Why would that limit God?
“Hadn’t
thought
of it like that….”
And,
I thought, how was I ever to come to some certainty about these
matters? The “truth” had been a raging and elusive subject since
the dawn of man. If Pilate got nothing else right, he certainly
asked the right question: “What is truth?”
Came
the
thought: Truth is the knowledge of things as they are, and as
they were, and as they are to become.
“How
can a religion claim to be the only truth?”
I
thought: Christ made similar claims. If He made such claims in
His day, shouldn’t His Church (if it is His Church) be making
similar claims, today?
“Well,
I suppose so. But couldn’t any Church just assert that? How can
this Church be authentic?”
From
the New Testament until now there has not been a single Church
calling itself The Church of Jesus Christ. There has not been a
single Church which claims to have divinely restored authority.
There has not been a single Church with the offices found in the
New Testament, including Apostles, Prophets, Seventies, Elders,
Bishops, Deacons, Priests and Teachers. If you look to the New
Testament as a model, only one Church fits that model.
After
two hours of raising questions and considering answers alone in
the barracks, I reached this final question:
“But
how do I know there even is a God? After all, there may not even
be a God, and life may not have any real meaning.” In response
to which came this final thought:
Who
do
you think you have been talking to these last two hours?
It
was that last thought which alarmed me. Had I really been in a
conversation with God? The thoughts had come more quickly and
easily than I’d experienced before, and came with a quiet
feeling of certitude and calm. Perhaps this was what it meant to
talk with God. Perhaps I had an answer. Perhaps this was the
stuff from which faith flows. If so, then I must then have a
testimony, for I had an answer from God. The answer was so
subtle, however, that it was nothing more than a still, small
feeling. Was that really how God answered prayer? (The Second
Comforter, pages 46-47, 62-63)
That
response
meant God was even willing to talk to an obscure guy, sitting in
a barracks in New Hampshire, a long way from where he grew up,
on the question of whether Joseph Smith was a prophet, and
therefore Mormonism was true.
Reflecting
on
the response I realized if I acted on it, becoming a Mormon
would cost me every childhood friend I had, and every friend I
had in the military at the time. About the only thing my friends
and I had in common were beer and pizza. It was going to require
my life to change. However, if I had not acted on the answer, I
don't think any of the good that followed could have happened.
At
the moment I had an answer from God, only the thinnest of
threads existed for me to believe in the restoration of the
Gospel, in the Book of Mormon, and in God's willingness to
speak. It had all of the substance of a spider’s web, easily
broken. The only way I could hold onto that was to have faith
and to trust it. And so I did. (40 Years of Mormonism, Lecture
7, page 7)
On
September
10, 1973, I was baptized in the Atlantic Ocean at Kittery Point,
on the southern coast of Maine. It was a cool, sunny day. I was
confirmed a member while kneeling on the beach, with a small
gathering of local Saints who had come to the service.
Kneeling
on
the beach, as I was given the Gift of the Holy Ghost, I felt a
presence from head to toe unlike anything before. I was
electrified by this presence and felt a joy unlike anything
before. It was palpable. Cold from the water of the North
Atlantic, wet and kneeling in the cool Atlantic sand, I felt
warmth which transformed me. Life began anew that day on the
beach in the south of Maine as I was ‘born again.’ (The
Second Comforter, page 88)
The
Following
from Lecture 10 of the 40 Years of Mormonism Lectures.
At the time I
was excommunicated, I was in good standing with the Lord. I had
nothing amiss in my personal life. There was no sin warranting
church discipline. As a former member of the High Council for
years, every church disciplinary proceeding I attended that
resulted in excommunication, always involved serious moral
transgression, betrayal of marriage covenants, and in some cases
criminal wrongdoing. In contrast, the reason for my discipline
was a book I had written about church history, in which I
attempted to align the events of the Restoration to the
prophecies of the Book of Mormon and the Doctrine and Covenants.
The stake president admitted to me and my wife before the
Council began, that I was then worthy of a temple recommend.19
By any standard of moral conduct, I was an innocent man, whose
only offense was believing the scriptures revealed our condition
before God. On the evening of May 1, 2014, the Lord gave me
further light and knowledge about His work in His vineyard. The
Lord is in control over the church, men, and all things. When He
undertakes to accomplish something, “there is nothing that the
Lord God shall take in His heart to do, but what He will do it.”
(Abr. 3: 17.) Often the means used by the Lord to accomplish His
“strange act,” and to perform His “strange work”(D&C 101:
95), are very small indeed. "Now ye may suppose that this is
foolishness in me; but behold I say unto you, that by small and
simple things are great things brought to pass; and small means
in many instances doth confound the wise. And the Lord God doth
work by means to bring about his great and eternal purposes; and
by very small means the Lord doth confound the wise and bringeth
about the salvation of many souls." (Alma 37: 6-7.)
It is almost
always the case that the Lord uses simple things to confound the
mighty. I can think of nothing smaller or simpler or less
important than myself. Inside the great church to which I once
belonged, I was obscure. However, I lived my religion, attended
faithfully, served to the best of my ability, upheld church
leaders with my prayers, paid tithes, fasted, observed the Word
of Wisdom, and helped answer questions for those needing
assistance with troubling issues. There was no reason to regard
me as a rebel who should be singled out for discipline.
Nevertheless, the Lord chose to use a faithful and believing
member to accomplish His design. Only someone who is devoted to
His will could accomplish what the Lord had in His heart. Now He
has accomplished it.
The Church has
Doctrine and Covenants 121, verses 36 to 40, to warn it about
abusing His authority. There is an "amen" or end to authority
when control, compulsion, and dominion are exercised in any
degree of unrighteousness. Therefore, when using authority,
great care must be taken. In any case, the church was careless.
Therefore, those involved, are now left to kick against the
pricks, to persecute the Saints and to fight against God.
Section 121 is a
warning to church leaders. It is addressing the powerful, not
the powerless. It is addressing those who occupy the seats of
authority over others. Only those who claim the right to
control, compel, and exercise dominion, are warned against
persecuting the saints, who believe the religion and practice it
as I did from the time of my conversion. My excommunication was
an abuse of authority. Therefore, as soon as the decision was
made, the Lord terminated the priesthood authority of the stake
presidency and every member of the High Council who sustained
this decision, which was unanimous. Thereafter, I appealed to
the First Presidency, outlining the involvement of the 12 and
the 70. The appeal gave notice to them all.20 The appeal was
summarily denied.
Last general
conference, the entire First Presidency, the 12, the 70, and all
other general authorities and auxiliaries, voted to sustain
those who abused their authority in casting me out of the
church. At that moment, the Lord ended all claims of the church
of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, to claim it is led by the
priesthood.21 They have not practiced what He requires. The Lord
has brought about His purposes. This has been in His heart all
along. He has chosen to use small means to accomplish it, but He
always uses the smallest of means to fulfill His purposes.
None of this was
my doing. The Lord's strange act, was not, could not, be planned
by me. Was not, could not, have been controlled by me. It was
not anticipated by me, or even understood by me, until after the
Lord had accomplished His will, and made it apparent to me on
the evening of May 1, 2014. He alone has done this. He is the
author of all of this. (Transcribed from Journal of Denver
Snuffer, Vol. 8, entry of May 2, 2014, pp. 29-33)
Denver
Snuffer
talks about the reason he wrote “The Second Comforter”
"If
the
author had not been asked to write this work, the author's own
experience would have remained a private matter, as it was for
years before writing of this book." (The Second Comforter,
page 396)
"He
is
the Second Comforter. I know He lives, for I have seen Him. He
has ministered to me" A footnote is included with this
testimony: "The full content of these things are of course
personal, never intended for public display, and not needed as a
part of this text. This is about bearing testimony of the
process itself and the already declared doctrines. I am adding
my weak voice to those of others who proclaim this to be true.
This is not about personal matters, the revelation of which
would amount to improperly profaning the sacred, nor is it about
preaching any new doctrines, which is altogether inappropriate."
(The Second Comforter, p. 405)
I
want to be perfectly clear right now about something which has
not, and will not ever change about me. I am unwilling to give
you commandments. When have I ever commanded you? I am unwilling
to lead. When have I ever said, “Follow me?” I am unwilling to
organize you. When have I ever said, “I want to lead an
organization?” I am unwilling to accept money. When have I ever
said, “Pay me?” We have enough Gentile leaders. We have good
enough churches already. When those churches err, they suffer
the consequences. We do not need another church or churches. We
do not need a king. We do not need more priestcraft. We do not
need a “Strongman.”
I
read earlier from Doctrine and Covenants 76. "They are they who
are the church of the firstborn, they are they into whose hands
the Father has given all things, they are they who are priests
and kings who have received of His fullness and of His glory."
If I could pray, if I could beg, if I could entreat for you to
have one thing, it would be His fullness, it would be His glory,
nothing from me, something from Him. He's the one who is mighty
to save.
Changing
the
leader will not fix our problem. The problem is the people. The
problem is that we need to rise up individually, and having
risen up individually then we have the potential for having a
gathering. But changing the leader will not accomplish a thing.
It's just another delay, another stall, another perversion. (40
Years of Mormonism, Lecture 6 – Zion, pages 9-10)
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